I fell into a rabbit hole. Down and down I went, falling further into the mind numbing darkness. Coming to the realization that the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, and that for every man that murders another, there might not be one that saves a life. The realization that there are millions of children that fall asleep hungry, and hundreds that don't wake up the next day. The realization that everyone is out only for himself, and if someone catcalled, raped or murdered another on the street, we'd all stand by and watch. We are a world of fear, hate, prejudice and no tomorrow.
I fell down a rabbit hole. I'm still falling, but this is my world now. A world of chaos, of greys, blacks and neons , swimming along in a smoky haze , defined by its shadows. Screaming can be silenced, pain can be disguised, and happiness can be faked. Songs and speeches can mean nothing, and suicides can be normalized too. Where violence is power and no one can control their own narrative. We are a world of "You Only Live Once", where being 'dead' is basically an everyday thing.
I'm falling down a rabbit hole, and I'm terrified of where I'm going to go.
